tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post7524180303268069087..comments2024-01-11T04:23:36.727-08:00Comments on Confessions of a Hypochondriac: SykeLeila V.http://www.blogger.com/profile/04525644184485900036noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post-90717588928653729052010-09-20T13:54:34.122-07:002010-09-20T13:54:34.122-07:00I have been searching all over for a online suppor...I have been searching all over for a online support group for hypochondriacs, but most of the other blogs I have read are so drepressing and it only brought me down to know how many others suffered from this...I was doubled over laughing at this blog while it is serious that you think you are dying every other day of some new rare or common, or random disease,...you manage to find humor in it and make others poke fun at their own thoughts. My friends or family who dont have this problem laugh at me when I tell them about things and it generally makes me mad that they dont take me serious...but ahhh and ephiphany...what it I dont take it as serious...will it fade, will it resolve,...I know it will never go away...but damn it I really want it to. I wasnt like this until I had kids, just kicked in out of no where during my second pregnancy. The doc thought it was post partium depression...because I just had my first baby a year before. I know right!! But anyway, I walked in about 4 months along and signed in for my ultra sound. I heard some RNs talking about a lady they were seeing next who had cancer and didnt know it (total violation of hippa) and I paniced. I thought it was me. I demanded to see my chart. Then even after seeing it I thought I have it and they dont want to tell me! From then after I was officially a head case! I wont have sex because I fear AIDS, I worry so bad that I have cancer or some fatal illness that I wont even go to the doc because I know I will go in with a cold and come out with cancer...or like you be immediately dismissed as being an anxiety ridden spazoid. I really like your blog and plan to follow it! Keep me up to date on your happenings. Thanks!Undiagnosed13https://www.blogger.com/profile/16604190718168662920noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post-15370696126603343902009-08-03T10:02:28.370-07:002009-08-03T10:02:28.370-07:00Tournesol:
It's great to hear from you! How&#...Tournesol:<br />It's great to hear from you! How's life been treating you? A prescription for Xanax or Valium or something to steel my nerves on tough days—or mix with my drinks at night—would be incredibly helpful.Leila V.https://www.blogger.com/profile/04525644184485900036noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post-63539277560077176662009-07-30T13:37:43.783-07:002009-07-30T13:37:43.783-07:00I know what you mean about not wanting drugs, but ...I know what you mean about not wanting drugs, but wanting something as needed. I was able to get a little something, Xanax, from my doctor a small amount at a time, just for a bad day and I found that I used them less just because I knew I had them. Just know they are there and available calms. Glad yr back today.tournesolnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post-45756394264537316122009-07-29T14:23:14.529-07:002009-07-29T14:23:14.529-07:00Hi, Trish! It's nice to hear your voice, or r...Hi, Trish! It's nice to hear your voice, or read your comments (I guess I should say). It feels good to write again, I've been avoiding it, I think in a sub-conscious attempt to avoid my problems. Not to get all heavy on you or anything. The flesh-eating rash lives on; I've tried everything to no avail. Although, I'm more concerned with the Leukemia right now. Good luck with that pain in the eye, I know it all too well. And beta-blockers, huh? Haven't heard of that one before, I'm off to google.Leila V.https://www.blogger.com/profile/04525644184485900036noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post-77267447254454449442009-07-29T10:13:50.890-07:002009-07-29T10:13:50.890-07:00Forgot to ask.....whatever happened with the rash?...Forgot to ask.....whatever happened with the rash?<br /><br />TrishAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32243782.post-66610746678693731062009-07-29T10:13:00.432-07:002009-07-29T10:13:00.432-07:00Leila,
Good to see you blogging again.
I think y...Leila,<br /><br />Good to see you blogging again.<br /><br />I think you're on to something-- trade in the doctor. The pharmacist, of course, has been trained by the insurance companies. But I'm with you about the need for something you take as needed. I tried to talk my doctor into giving me a beta blocker for anxiety (worked in the past; although the stated reason was palpitations, my previous doctor told me it was okay to use it as needed). Anyway, current doctor, although a wonderful person, does not do much off-label prescribing and in fact is by-the-book in many ways. (She must not watch Boston Legal, where beta blockers were defended as preventing PTSD). <br /><br />Said doctor has, incidentally, tried to talk me into counseling many times but somehow I never quite get there....<br /><br /><br />Trish<br />Currently hoping that headache behind left eye is a sinus infection and not a bleed or tumor.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com